Everytime i see you...............i feel different. so different. It actually hurts me to see you this way. I wish you knew. I really wished. I wish i could tell and talk to you about it. but i dont want to rush you i dont want you feel like we r rushing you or annoying you or irritating you. I want and need you to be okay now!! I want us to be like in the past. when i say lame jokes, you laugh out loud and punch me and say i am so irritating. or you always can scold me for nothing or wtvr. but just not like now..... But i know its impossible. I'm willing to wait. But please....dont make me wait too long? It hurts.