11th

Whats you're first reaction when you bump into erm...your. ex...bestfriend? Haha at this age of 22, i never thought i will have to call anyone my ex bestfriend. But yup its true. Today, i saw my ex bestfriend whom i thought that shes gonna be there no matter what @ my house bus stop. so...my first reaction is just very quickly board any bus in sight lor....Yup that stupid. And after that, my evening became very very weird. I kept walking in the wrong direction, i dropped my bottle cap, i even forget where i put my bottle.

up till today, i am easily affected, easily upset....we went through so much together. but after this, i realised, we're not that strong afterall. not at all. i was never ever something to her (sounds so lesbian zz) we try so hard to diet together, we cooked at home, we even showered together just cuz we're so afraid to shower alone when we were in batam. we drifted so far before but we found our ways back to each other again. even when she was at work, i went to visit, went to accompany her and go home together. she always helped me to paint my nails cuz i suck at it. she was there, at my down-est of my life. i will never ever forget anything about her.
Her girlfriend, was the best thing that happened in my life. she could overturn my bad day. she could easily cheer me up with her stunts and nonsenses. she saved my financial life. she will always talk sense into my head and my heart. shes damn "ling" one. Whatever she say cfm 100% happen. every now and then i will watch the videos i have of them........... i missed them. but whats the point. i am nothing.

last but not least i still love yall. sigh