"We'll be again."

There are just certain things in life that are better off unknown, things you wish you never asked, never saw, never heard, never even felt. There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t because I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I had to go. I'll remember what you said.....

And if we ever come into each other's lives again, I'll leave you notes in the morning as you get ready for your day. Kiss your lips before you leave me. Make you see my love for you will never change. And at night I’ll tuck you into bed, tell you stories till you fall asleep. And then I’ll hold you under the moonlight, and hope that you will always be this close to me. We'll do everything together and make the list go on and on.