“I remember the beginning, where i’d wake up hoping to see you but you weren’t there, where i wait for your return but you never came. I honestly barely remember how i manage to pull myself together back then and until now, i still don’t. The worst feeling in this world is hoping for something to happen but knowing it never will. Sometimes it hurts so bad, sometimes i get by. Places i go, the things i do, they never stop reminding me of everything about you. Goodbye never felt so long, never hurt so bad, never permanent. I wish i could go back to every single moment, because i don’t remember telling you how much i loved you. It kills me inside everyday and i no longer know how to handle the pain. I can’t wait till we meet again. I can’t wait for this pain to go away………….”

-Unknown