it's been too long. since i last met my mother. over these 8 months, she only appeared in my dreams for once. no other encounter with her at all. i wish. wish for someone to understand how i feel. i can clearly remember how she laid in that white coffin. how i cried infront of her huge picture. standing beside her coffin thanking all the people who came to pay their last respect.
The one who brought comfort to us was God. And only He is able to give us that comfort. be strong, stay strong, look on the bright side, she is in a better place, bla bla bla are all i heard from different people who care. sometimes its really difficult. how many has lost their parent at the age of 23? not much......
having to take over my mother's duties at home has made me very very very exhuasted physically and also emotionally. this stress is not something i can handle.
i am about to breakdown, very very very soon. my emotions are going haywire.
btw happy 18th birthday my baby brother......
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