DEGREEEEE..!! can you believe it? I am going for my very first degree class this thursday.
I am actually already doing my assignment to be handed in on my saturday class.
A few feelings that i am feeling rn. excited? dreading? EXHAUSTION....esp.
long long weekend for me.. i dont even know if i have time to meet my chachas.
but last sunday, i l4d-ed with my churchies for 2 hours consecutively!! Woah.......amazing.
It was good. but the oldest among us, couldnt take it after 1hr. motion sickness kicking in, wants to puke etc. it was quite funny.....hahaha then we went back to the mahs place for dinner, curry fish head!!!! after dinner, we sat around the dining table and do our work while watching walking dead on the tv.
a short message for my dearest lao ma zi:
mummy, recently another uncle had gone to meet you up there. i hope you are having fun there but also watching over us at the same time. i am going to start my degree class soon....please.....please watch over me. and i hope i can do you proud. I remembered i told you, no no no i am never going to further my studies, i dont want to have a degree cert. but rn, i need the wisdom and health.
i've been so tired at work that when i come home, i dont even feel like doing any housework or cook up any food for dinner. i miss coming home to home cooked food....... :'(
Did you miss us? Did you regret leaving us? The other night, i dreamt of you. You came home and then we went into the room tgth, we hugged so tightly. without saying anything to me, I woke up. I'm sorry i dug a deep deep deep hole in my heart and hide you there. If i were to put you on my heart, i cannot survive....I wish i could tell you to come home soon. but you cant home anymore........
xx
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